If you can only see how fangirls LOVE and SUPPORT you at this moment...*cries*
“IF YOU ONLY KNOW HOW AFFECTED WE ARE.IF YOU ONLY KNOW HOW BROKEN HEARTED WE ARE.IF YOU ONLY KNOW HOW SAD WE ARE.IF YOU ONLY KNOW HOW DEPRESS WE ARE.IF YOU ONLY KNOW HOW MAD WE ARE ABOUT YOU...IF YOU ONLY KNOW...IF YOU ONLY...”
Crying because of this is normal i guess...we’re fangirl after all. Ordinary people could never understand this kind of feeling. Last night i already saw that photo and i thought it’s just a photoshoped or a new drama...i don’t know i just ignore that photo. And this morning,i woke up about 6am to read a fanfic and then i saw this photo wherein it came from Johnny-san.That he said and confirmed that Hey Say JUMP youngest member Ryutaro Morimoto is smoking for quite long already and Johnny-san decided to put him in indefinite suspension...*i was like...OH MY GOSH~ THIS ISN’T HAPPENING...THIS ISN’T TRUE...PLEASE NO!* and i started crying...i mean i am really crying with tears and runny nose...you know what i mean. >w<
As i scroll over lj, tumblr and fb it is the latest news...it is spreading all over like a virus. Then my elder sister started crying as well.I mean we are really like BAKA crying together in our room in the dormitory. [it is like what had happened during the tsunami in Japan we cried as well...but this time it’s the WORST...I MEAN IT IS REALLY THE WORST SCANDAL EVER HAPPENED TO HEY SAY JUMP] I want to give Ryutaro a punch and a slap and i want to shout at him and tell him everything inside me he destroyed his life and How About Jump?... BUT ALSO I WANT TO GIVE HIM A HUG because i know this pain in my heart is twice or trice of what he is feeling at the moment.
I’m going to miss him. I feel depress knowing that Hey Say 7 wasn’t complete. I love everyone in Hey Say 7 all of them. Keito the gentleman, Yuto the happy go lucky, Chinen the genius, Yamada my LOVE and Ryutaro the brat yet very adorable. RYUTARO~~~ RYUTARO~~~ RYUTARO~~~ *cries* I can’t imagine Hey Say JUMP without Ryutaro.I discovered JUMP with ten members and I can’t even imagine in summary con there will be only 9 members...and please don’t renew the cover of hey say jump’s new single OVER...Ryutaro work hard for the pv as well...let him be in the cover JOHNNY-SAN onegaishimasu!!!!!!!!!!~ and also i hope this message of mine and even the message of other fangirls will reach Japan...specifically JOHNNY-SAN.
FOR HOW LONG will Ryutaro be in suspension?...for how long?...I am dying to know. *sobs* After all of this, everything is going to be just fine. Ryuatro will be a member of HEY SAY JUMP forever because “LESS THAN TEN IS NOT JUMP!” he will come back...I BELIEVED.THE BABY BOY OF HEY SAY JUMP HE WILL COME BACK.AND US FANGIRLS WE’RE GOING TO WAIT FOR HIM PATIENTLY AND WE’RE GOING TO ACCEPT HIM WITH OPEN ARMS.WE LOVE HIM DESHOU?...
( Ryutaro and JUMP against it all!Collapse )